Hmph

12/17/2012

 
Mood: Frustrated
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 27 days ago (20-11)

Hmmm. Ok, I am a little annoyed at my little one. When I was with Daddy, I told my little one it was basically a relationship that was started to end, right? His argument then became that, with him, it would be something that could go somewhere, that someday we might be together real time. I was sceptical but lover this and agreed. Then I said I thought Daddy might be falling for me a little, my little one said he had begun falling for me the moment he heard my voice. It took me aback at the time, for I was not truly falling for him yet. But he was positive he was falling for me. Well. 

 
Mood: Frustrated
Last Spoke To: New friend
Last Harmed: 19 days ago (20-11)

Kay, so I managed to fix most of the drop, mostly on my own mind you! But he did message a few times, and has been quite affectionate. I gave him an offer to get out of the relationship, no guilt tripping what so ever, just gentle and even happy. But he said not at all still. So, I don't know! He did message me last night, but it would have been long after he got up and he used to message me from bed. And I answered, not getting an answer to that until 3 hours later. And he did tell me before he left for work. But you see now, usually he is home about now, and I've had no message. Only three messages all day.

Meanwhile...

11/7/2012

 
Mood: Frustrated
Last Spoke To: Mum!
Last Harmed: 4 days ago (3-11)

Blah. The little one has been in bed for ages. Face it, you're always going to get updates on him, he is a massive part of my day, even of my life now. Shocked he isn't getting sick of me, he is still up late some nights talking with me. Not mentioning we talk every day. I suppose I'm just waiting for it to fall out, but it doesn't seem to be. We fight and get over it. We love and continue on our day and talk. It's just strange... Normal... Amazing haha. Love him. Anyway, there are other things in my day! Although, a lot of this post will revolve around my wonderful task from my little one to break it off with my current master. Don't get me wrong, I love my current master. My little one would keep talking to me as a friend should that make me happy. But really, there's the final, deciding factor. He wants what makes me happy.